Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Nostalgia

Maybe it's because I'm so tired. The reason I can stop thinking about tiny Pepita, I mean. Maybe. I wish I could smush her small again... just for a day. I don't miss the NICU, or the colic, but I miss everything else about those first months. Even the middle of the night pacing back and forth with my so tired and so frustrated baby girl.


We're very lucky. I don't know how we did it all with working and the battles with my Lyme disease. And that is an ongoing battle that I'd really like to win, please. So tired.

2 comments:

debby said...

soo cute. she looks like a little doll with her tongue sticking out. wish you could feel 1000% better. any options for alternative medicine?

Sweet Pepita said...

awww Thank you Debby! This is one of my favorite pictures :)

You know, there are alternative medicines that have really helped other people I know, but they didn't work so well for me. Blah.